I am writing this for a good friend.
I wanted to let her know that unrequited love does hurt so much. It makes you feel like there is something wrong with you. that you are not enough, for him or for anyone else. It makes you wonder why, in spite of all your logic/education/independence, you are so stupid, pining for someone that does not care the same two hoots about you. Wonder if happy endings only happen in sad korean/japanese tv series.
but the good thing was that as I was writing this, i cannot recall the times when I felt the pangs of unrequited love (i'm sure wini/clara can help jolt my memory). You see, i know i definitely have been on the crap end of things before -- just that it fades away with time. you forget things that are not nice to remember or that are not worth wasting the last bit of your memory on. You forget the way your chest hurts so much you realise that that was what they mean by a breaking heart.
so, there is light at the end of the tunnel. you just have to remember (and dare) to keep walking towards it.
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Perhaps your amnesia has got something to do with the fact that you've found "the one" =)
And that in itself, like my theory of having a calling in life, is a blessing =)
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